my wishful thinking.

SHR 09

Tue, 22 Sep 2009 12:04:57 GMT

hope i'm not too late to wish ya'll
Selamat Hari Raya Maaf Zahir dan Batin! (:

i'll do more updates about it when i feel like to.
and certainly, pics are up on fb and multiply.

Thu, 03 Sep 2009 16:40:24 GMT

only i know how it feels like to have my boyfriend, the man i love most in my life right now, being seen just through the webcam but not getting to hug him tight or be embraced in his arms each night. THAT, gives me the courage and determination to keep this love strong.

good night sayang.

for now

Sun, 30 Aug 2009 14:23:38 GMT

i want a Tamagotchi! i know its not cheap but i really want it! there're all sorts of Tamagotchi available these days. and i want to own one before my Aust trip, so that i'd have something to take care of when i'm bored in the plane, at night or something. good idea? no?

and fuck shit la, my hair's driving me crazy!

take care sayang

Sun, 30 Aug 2009 11:51:05 GMT

Actually baby, i didn't really expect you to really leave for China. like even seriously. sometimes i'd try to think back if i've spent enough time with you last few weeks and days before your departure. i'd think back of all the times we've had together. i'd sigh in relief when i recalled how we saved our little tiffs and unhappy moments by compromising. i'd smile to the days i remember you being so nice to me.

you've never gone so far from me, until today.
please come back soon. :'(

xoxo, your princess..

Sun, 30 Aug 2009 04:41:26 GMT

baby, you're just not the kind of boys i see everyday.
not the kind i've been friends with or know about.

not a doubt, i love you!

Mon, 24 Aug 2009 10:38:21 GMT

Danni's flying off on Sunday ! :'(
one last date, pleeaaasseee?

i want !

Sun, 23 Aug 2009 13:02:39 GMT

it feels wasted when i can't fast. :'(

i want to. because i want to enjoy and appreciate the pre-dawn meals mum always prepare in the mornings and the food mum always take her time and effort to cook and prepare for breaking fast. i want to feel the achievement for enduring my hunger and thirst the whole day. i want to fast!! uurrggghh. but i'd still wake up every morning to pre-dawn meals to accompany mum eat because i wouldn't wanna see her eating alone.

time's running out. before i know it, baby's gonna depart. aiyaaaaa.... more sad ah! :'(

Thu, 20 Aug 2009 12:10:18 GMT

riigghhtt, i might be a little outdated. heh
i just caught OBSESSED online since i was bored !

.. and i loved it! omg was Derek romanticly faithful like that? seriously?
well, so is my Danni! hehehe.
i still wanna be as sexy and good looking as Beyonce,

PLUS, as strong as her too, like in the movie, wacking out the shit out of that bitch!
waaayy to go girl ! ((:

penat gila babi

Wed, 19 Aug 2009 14:38:16 GMT

i am nervous about the interview tomorrow morning. i hope Danni can wake up on time and fetch me early so that i won't be late.

today's a very long tiring day! after nafa test in school, got home and straight away took a shower and changed to accomapny mum and aunt out. went to Bugis to shop for outfit to wear tomorrow. this is crazy ah. my mum spent $102 for a new pair of formal pants and blouse for me, just for the interview. then headed to NUH to visit an old neighbour who's my mum's primary school friend. my body and legs are aching so much. but i am glad i passed all the stations this time.

not going to school tomorrow. and dont feel like going on friday either. i want to jog/run more and go swimming instead!

anyways, i had Briyani again today. at Tekka this time. SUPERB babe!!!

bf

Tue, 18 Aug 2009 14:44:50 GMT

the love of my life is bringing me out on a dinner date this Friday.
yyaaaaaayyyy!!!!

busy monday eh?

Mon, 17 Aug 2009 15:16:45 GMT

& not forgetting, my lazzyyy handwriting is sccaaarrryyy !!!
o.O

dubai dubai

Sun, 16 Aug 2009 10:54:07 GMT

dad sent me this in his email last night.
its a place where you can ski.
its indoor, in a shopping mall somemore...
i was awed ! *drops jaw*

so dad's been there. he's even caught G.I Joe in the cinemas there.
can't wait for him to return home for his one month leave this Sept.
then at least it won't be so quiet when we wake up for pre-dawn meals in the morning..

and then one day, i hope i'd get to bring mum to visit dad there.
(:

play the game

Fri, 14 Aug 2009 08:21:10 GMT

we were at a BEACH PARTy today. an awesome one, with awesome food and games!
congratz for the success to Ahmad's group.. & have a great weekend!

p/s: photos at multiply.
ezanny.multiply.com

(:

self proclaim no school day

Thu, 13 Aug 2009 03:37:49 GMT

i happily skip school today because i am tired. hahahaha. i know, that is so unreasonable because everyone else is too. but what the heck, i dont usually get the privilege to skip school this easy okay. so i might as well make good use of it. i told mum there's no school today because there's no event. so yeah.

but, she's dragging me to Geylang in a while. this sucks. but its okaay, at least i can drag her to somewhere of my own choice later, go makan sedap-sedap and go jalan-jalan! ((:

i am already hungry now i want food! bye

Tue, 11 Aug 2009 14:56:32 GMT

you know that in life , people doesn't come in your life to stay permanently like as if they've reserved that little space in your heart , battling with alot more of the others. thats why , it is a process by which they come and go at different times and each stay is bound to limits. in life , you get stabbed at the front more than at the back because in actual fact , you realise that nine out of tenth , you suffer knowing the truth which hurts than to be cheated and left with no exact answers. in life , bestfriends seems like the world most important definition , but when in actual fact , the friends whom you didn't call them bestfriends are the true ones. life can't be lived by depending on others , thus that makes you and shape you to be the strongest person in yourself. while on the other hand , believing is another thing.

to my muhammad danial afiq , through everything and anything that's to come , in good and bad times , i know we'll pull through. suddenly i am so in love with you all over again.. everyday i'd secretly wish and hope so much this is gonna be a permanent stay. through whatever it takes.. (:

Tue, 11 Aug 2009 12:59:41 GMT

" Wish to all of you to accept the coming of the fasting month of Ramadan, every moment to where you
stand keep remember the almighty "ALLAH" always. "

xoxo,
ayah - dubai .

to you,

Mon, 10 Aug 2009 09:59:22 GMT

i think my weekend was a little hectic and sad in the beginning but it wrapped up pretty good, considering the fact that today's a PH and i got to go out! you know how sometimes you need to expect the unexpected, and that just happened to a family i was once very close to. to a person who's still got a long way to go in life and many more phases to experience, i hope you'll have all the courage you need and all the determination in you to make things work. with all the responsibilities on you right now, may you be a person your siblings look up to and whom your mum and late dad will be proud of! my deepest condolences to you and your family..

back to school tomorrow and i bet its gonna be a hell of a fun week because its our Events' week! i can't wait for the 'party' tomorrow! (:

NDP was fun, and i'll upload the photos soon..

dammit saturday

Sat, 08 Aug 2009 05:55:05 GMT

am attending four little boys' brithday party at a condo later and im not sure if its gonna be of much fun because they are still so young, there're only gonna be alot alot of kids running around and all i'll be doing is to take care of them and play with them. urgh. or perhaps i shall just sit and eat and eat and eat alot. not that i dont love kids. infact i do. but me and these little cousins of mine? we just dont clique! -__-''

im going nuts. i bought a 47bucks sunglass. so classy. i like!

fangirl ah

Wed, 05 Aug 2009 15:19:24 GMT

ohmygod i fucking LOVE Beyonce and she'll be at Fort Canning this Sept!!!
can i go watch can i go watch can i go watch please????
even if i have to gate-crash, i wanna be there !!!!!!!!!!

Tue, 04 Aug 2009 13:04:07 GMT

i hope my Adams will go through this phase of life their facing which consists of all kinds of challenges from everywhere with much courage, dtermination and patience. i love you girls.

Danni brought me to have Cajun Chicken at LJS today. and i was so happy! then i think we discussed too much about his upcming China trip that made me so worried right now. maybe i haven't felt so miserable not having him with me later on. so i'm starting to worry about what and how will i overcome his absence for that three weeks and how will he be there. your departure day is nearing! how baby how? :(

and i'm not feeling too well. been coughing and having minor headaches now.
haiyyeerrrr.

lima belas

Sun, 02 Aug 2009 14:32:07 GMT

its very dreadful when you have to wake up early on a weekend to go to somewhere to meet up with some people. as for yesterday, i had to meet my group members at IKEA to shop for our event's items at 12pm. and getting out things only took us less than an hour! haiyeeer. we then had lunch together before everyone seperated with their own plans..

me and Afiq? we made random plans for our fifteenth (today).

sometimes, Afiq's really a pain in the ass. deciding at the very last minute to bring me out on a date and being very very late to fetch me which then ofcoz, ended up with me fetching him instead! hahaha.

but last night was one of the awesome date i have with baby. and i was so fucking grateful he wasn't even moody at any point of time because THAT mattered alot to me. we had fun and we caught the fireworks too (when we'll be watching the same thing again next week)! thanks baby for the movie treat! we caught The Haunting in Connecticut, and i really thought it was scary okay! it was!! i enjoyed the movie. and we got to drop by MW's Starbucks before Inda finished work. had a drink and indulged in its Peppery Chicken Puff! yummy... !!

i'm really excited about going this far with you. (:
i love you.

afiq

Wed, 29 Jul 2009 14:32:08 GMT

Teacher Afiq, i hope the kids and myself have helped to cheer you up a little today after your bad day in school last night. i appreciate you meeting me this morning and confiding in me about your problems. i am honoured to be the one who's held responsible for now trying to help make things better because i am afterall, your girlfriend. i really love you. this morning's tight hugs were the best. well your hugs have always been the best! thank you for your time to send me to school today. and thank you for being such a great boyfriend.

i hope to treat you better than i am now. i really love you.

matrep

Tue, 28 Jul 2009 15:55:23 GMT

there's this guy from my secondary school. i guess he's added me up at fb a long time ago only that i haven't got the time to 'check him out / his pics' or even open up his account to see who the hell he is because i couldn't recognise him from his name at fb! so eventually, he started a conversation with me just a while ago at fb. -____-'' and it is so ridiculous because this stupid conversation comes from a typical matrep.

i told him how different he look now and he asked me, "haha SACHOK tak? hehe" kanina i want to puke already when i read that word, sachok. then he compliment on me too and asked for my number. haiyeeeer. sejak biler aku gerek ngan kau pon tak tahu la Wan. i told him i've got a bf but seems like he's not a gentleman. haha. he asked if i'm still staying at the same place. i was ubber shock because i didn't know people like him knows where i am staying. bloody fcking ridiculous la i tell ya'll.

fret not. i closed the conversation and stopped entertaining him. i told Fifi about it over at msn and she's laughing like hell. Sachok babe. prolly i should reccomend Fifi to him. single mah! hahaha.

matreps are so last summer. whatever.

Tue, 28 Jul 2009 11:12:45 GMT

i was so close to being debarred for ECM's exam, but i'm NOT! haha. i think i should be doing fine for my HIS and PIC's attendance too. at least i dont have to do 'detentions' and projects to make up for all the number of hours we were being debarred for! (:

i've got so many plans. but very very very little time. -_____-''

like that ah

Mon, 27 Jul 2009 12:58:47 GMT

i feel so excited in school today because i was looking foward to meeting Danni at the end of the day. very much sweet of him to have fetched me from school although it was raining and to have accompanied me for dinner. its gonna be our 15th month this Sunday and i don't think we're celebrating. nonetheless, lets just try to make it special okay? i love you. you know that b! (: